Osamu pov:
third year au
(over text)
Osamu: hi
Better twin: no
Osamu: i didnt even say anything
Kita: stop fighting
Suna: come on i just began screen recording
Aran:..
Osamu: anyways i have been thinking
Better twin: wow thats new
Kita: atsumu no
Osamu: i am going to open an onigri store
Kita:..
Aran: :0
Better twin: u finally made a joke other then urself samu
Aran: lol fr
Osamu sighed and tossed his phone onto the bed, he was for real being serious though, but none of his freinds believed it.
Sure he was going to carry on playing volleyball and all but (ey that rhymes) you know it's always good to have a back up plan. Osamu huffed and ruffled his hair, pausing for a second before picking up his phone again, the chat was filled with his friends talking about his onigri shop plans.
Suna: thats real funny osamu but idts
For some reason, that opinion from Suna really affected him, eventhough he usually didn't care much about critisicm.
Osamu: im fr being serious
Osamu: this is my third year. what if volleyball doesnt work out? i need back up plans dont i
Before seeing the responses from his friends and annoying brother, Osamu muted the chat at placed it on the table, carefully this time, seeing the messages pop up on the screen.
Osamu cleared his desk and pulled out stacks of books, for homework and began doing his schoolwork he had been pushing behind.
After a while, he drifted off to a slow deep sleep, resting his head on the table.
"Miya Atsumu, congratulations, you have been accepted into Japan Men's National Volleyball Team, please contact our agent as soon as possible.." The recruiter droned on and on.
Osamu stopped listening at that point. His twin was accepted into the division, but he wasn't.
But I worked so hard for this, but I put in so much effort, why I'm I still not enough? But what do I do now? I put in everything I had in volleyball already, what jobs will accept me now?
Out of the blue, a copy of him, but thinner and weaker appeared, he softly murmmured, "Not everything is volleyball, how do you know you'll succed in it?"
With that, Osamu jolted awake. He rubbed his eyes as his blurry room came into vision.
He rewinded at his dream when he realized what was probably the best for him.
I should quit volleyball.
Im not sure if long paras are against community guidelines though i didnt see it in so srysry if its agaisnt it